All these four months have been so beautiful with you, but the time has finally come when we part our respective ways. It is not my ego or my twin self, but my guilt that's holding me back from putting in efforts to make this relationship work anymore. I have not been dedicated to you as you have been to me. I have ruined this for us, which by fact allows me to bear with this strange phase of our relationship. I am no one, my love. Look around you, there are so many beautiful women, yes women (unlike girls like myself). Women who dress and look so much more prettier than me, babe. Women who would retaliate to you, with the same passion as you do and I'm sure you'll be with your One soon.
Those times when we said we should be settled financially so we could convince our parents easily, I think that time has come where we concentrate on our careers more babe. There have been times where we laughed, cried, yelled at each other and just silenced, but Amatya, we've grown out to be such strong human beings out of it all. I have never changed so much in a relationship and have never had anyone reciprocated as much love to me, as you did. I love you so much that I have no choice but to let go and give up on us as there is nothing but negativity left. I'm just another ordinary girl who fell in love with a beautifully cherished and valued boy.
Today we are living on our parents' money. When tomorrow we will stand on our own feet, independent, making our parents proud, being proud of ourselves, we won't forget our past, we'll perhaps look forward to a better tomorrow and things would only outmatch our past experiences. Amatya, you have been the perfect partner that anyone could ask for and I have taken you for granted, without realizing we would lose each other someday. You deserve better and you know it. Holding on to you for my selfish motive is not justified. Honey, you are depth and I am just the surface wind who is unstable, unlike you.They say love is about thinking about how beautiful you are while doing the simplest things, talking about everything with you, accepting differences, sacrificing for you, helping unload the weights off of your lover and strength. Love is loving you no matter how you change, learning to love what you love, appreciation, taking care of you when you're sick and lastly they said, when your lover's happiness comes first. But haven't we passed through all of it? We've tried and tried so hard but we can never work. We are from two different worlds, so apart that we can never converge but only run parallel to each other. I have loved you more than anyone and I will continue to love you the same irrespective of anything, Amatya.
One day when we are over each other's hatred, love, anger and sorrows, we will realize that we were just children, seeking, rather desperate for company, for a partner. We have a long way to go and many more obstacles to pass babe, this is just one of them and it will pass, eventually. We want to be someone in our lives and we should, in fact, we will, but for that we need to remove the unwanted distractions in our lives, right? I've cried so much while writing this, that my heart is soaked in the sorrow of letting you go. It's soaked because I am becoming someone who I don't want to and you are not yourself anymore babe. That's why it's better that we decided to part our ways and make our lives the way we want it to be. But, I'd only like to tell you something that I am very firm on, I wanted to marry someone Amatya and it was you, but today and tomorrow, it will never be anyone else taking that sacred place in my heart and my life.
Hope you understand and do well in life. I can't promise to do fine without you but I do promise never to become what you don't want me to be. Please take care of yourself. Give up on me and our memories. Have a happy journey ahead. I love you so much Amatya.
Bye
Yours.
Those times when we said we should be settled financially so we could convince our parents easily, I think that time has come where we concentrate on our careers more babe. There have been times where we laughed, cried, yelled at each other and just silenced, but Amatya, we've grown out to be such strong human beings out of it all. I have never changed so much in a relationship and have never had anyone reciprocated as much love to me, as you did. I love you so much that I have no choice but to let go and give up on us as there is nothing but negativity left. I'm just another ordinary girl who fell in love with a beautifully cherished and valued boy.
Today we are living on our parents' money. When tomorrow we will stand on our own feet, independent, making our parents proud, being proud of ourselves, we won't forget our past, we'll perhaps look forward to a better tomorrow and things would only outmatch our past experiences. Amatya, you have been the perfect partner that anyone could ask for and I have taken you for granted, without realizing we would lose each other someday. You deserve better and you know it. Holding on to you for my selfish motive is not justified. Honey, you are depth and I am just the surface wind who is unstable, unlike you.They say love is about thinking about how beautiful you are while doing the simplest things, talking about everything with you, accepting differences, sacrificing for you, helping unload the weights off of your lover and strength. Love is loving you no matter how you change, learning to love what you love, appreciation, taking care of you when you're sick and lastly they said, when your lover's happiness comes first. But haven't we passed through all of it? We've tried and tried so hard but we can never work. We are from two different worlds, so apart that we can never converge but only run parallel to each other. I have loved you more than anyone and I will continue to love you the same irrespective of anything, Amatya.
One day when we are over each other's hatred, love, anger and sorrows, we will realize that we were just children, seeking, rather desperate for company, for a partner. We have a long way to go and many more obstacles to pass babe, this is just one of them and it will pass, eventually. We want to be someone in our lives and we should, in fact, we will, but for that we need to remove the unwanted distractions in our lives, right? I've cried so much while writing this, that my heart is soaked in the sorrow of letting you go. It's soaked because I am becoming someone who I don't want to and you are not yourself anymore babe. That's why it's better that we decided to part our ways and make our lives the way we want it to be. But, I'd only like to tell you something that I am very firm on, I wanted to marry someone Amatya and it was you, but today and tomorrow, it will never be anyone else taking that sacred place in my heart and my life.
Hope you understand and do well in life. I can't promise to do fine without you but I do promise never to become what you don't want me to be. Please take care of yourself. Give up on me and our memories. Have a happy journey ahead. I love you so much Amatya.
Bye
Yours.
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